Picking up

Saw this at the clinic this morning:

"It's not whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get up again" - Vince Lombardi

Kinda get to me, firstly cos of all the falls I had in life, I still managed to get up. Maybe still limping along, but at least I tried.

Secondly cos I really did fell down 2 days ago. I was thinking abt things while I was climbing down the overhead bridge. I was lucky that it was the last two steps. I forgotten whether it's becos I couldn;t see the steps cos I was holding a big bag or it's becos my legs just gave way. I was too deep in thought and the next time I knew I was kneeing on the rough ground. It's bloody painful and I'm careful when I'm climbing the stairs now... I think it's gonna be ugly after it heal, gonna have a scar on my already pokka dot legs :(

Life's a big question mark now. I just tendered my resignation, can't stand my boss anymore. She's too demanding and high expectataion. Always trying to compare me with the 'last time' ppl. So I gave her the letter and tell her I dun think Im good enough, she should look for more experience staff. But I havent found a job yet, I lied that I had found one. Lied so convincingly to everyone that I almost believe I really had a new job waiting LOL

Nvm, life will always brings more surprises, shall just go along the path and see what life has in store for me. Future is too big a word for me now.

Kiss the rain

Under the same black sky,
Someone is praying like I do
Only a little harder, and a little sadder
The silent desperate cry
Sometimes you have to open your eyes wider
Open your heart to the sound of the night
To know that the world does not revolve around you
Whatever you want, is so small to someone else
Someone who is crying in the heart
And smiling to the world