If only I could see the way you do

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7ZmTKRyInc

Sometimes when you come to a stop,
feeling like you don't know how to continue,
let the music ease the torments n stress,
before you begin a new journey in life.

"In life, you don't get people you want. You get people you need; to teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh. To make you exactly the person you should be."

The things in life
the wonders of the world
nothing compares to the warm embrace
of the knight giving amour.
Songs heals, beauty appease and friend comforts
Love does it all but also cause you to need them more.
The game is spinning in my head
the castles are too high in the air
how do I reach them
when I'm not given my wings to fly
Promises are spoken vows
or just convenient empty words
Watching them disppear into the air
and a new one's heard again
Expectations is the evil sow
that reaps only disappointments
The throb increases as time goes
I don't rem much abt the sunshine on ur face
but I smile at the moonlight in ur eyes
if only for an hour
before the hourglass call out
beckoning you to the pumpkin carriage
carting you off into the darkness
It's like sand in your hand
heavy and solid and real,
but slipping through your fingers
until a grain or two, for memories keep
The estacy that excites,
the sleeping dragon that relaxes,
the icy touch that keeps me awake,
the love that tires and wears.
The path ahead is a wall
no poster, no map, no directions
when will it fall, or will I fall
unto the sandy path or into your arms?

Never love again

Never believe in love again, it's never meant to be in my life. I should learn to live with it.

Sometimes

Sometimes the harder you try to wish for something, the further u will be.

Loneliness

Nobody will really understand the meaning of it unless they have been through it. There's no one you can tell it to because you are all alone.

Rainy sunday

Agitated and restless... maybe its the rain, maybe its going to be Mon tomo, maybe cos I'm not getting what I want...

Life is beautiful

Haven't blogged for a long time, almost forgot my password lol

Just want to say that alot of lovable people has been in my life and they add the colours to my black and white life. They give me the life to go through each day, even though I still dread going to work but at least I do it with a smile. And a friend has made me realise how important family is.

Now having a small cambodia "bro" actually add life to my house. Listening to him and my mum talk always make me laugh cos they are too cute. Although teaching tuition is still a chore for me... you will never imagine. I am the teacher who keep asking him if he is tired and want to rest. He is the student who say no, please go on sister. Actually I'm the one who need to rest!!! hahaha But I do hope he will pass his exams, he's a very bright and obedient boy. Imagine he washes his plates and sweep the floor! Gosh... luckily he is not my mum's son or else she would have disown me!

Life is always at a crossroads, but I believe I will take the right path this time. I do miss the people in my life in the past, but everyone's busy with their lives so I can only miss them. I want to start spending my life wisely, and smiling from the heart. Haven't feel this way for a long time, really very happy and contented with life right now. Please let this go on forever, forever smiling from within.